My HolikaDahan

• The Holikotsaw this year was never like before. At 5, while preparing morning tea, the true purpose of Holi struck me. To burn the negativity, what else? ...What do I do tonight? 
• Just a month earlier, I, after some deliberation, had sort of rejected a boon granted to me. It was an intense desire I asked off God.....one since several weeks.  Declining a fulfillment is one thing; and burning quite another.
• On several occasions, our desires involve the future of our loved ones, though it may not be apparent to us. This one was similar......I think I understand to let go.